An INDOMITABLE WILL

I was probably born with will..I remember age 5 when you couldn't tell me anything and I didn't find a way to find out if it wasn't the truth...At age 8..I knew things and contemplated things 8 year olds shouldn't have thought about. I knew I was different from my entire family. I saw a light. That I knew throughout my life many would try to destroy. 

I used to wonder why I didn't have a distinct talent, Im not a singer, professional dancer, model, actress, designer, writer, or author. I often wondered, "Why don't I have a talent?" 

Until one day I realized, I did, I have, it's buried within the depths of my soul. I have always had this will, this force, that won't stop trying, this will that won't go away, this inability to give up or in or make excuses for my life.

If you knew where I came from, where Ive been, you wouldn't think my plight was against you, you wouldn't take the decisions and choices I make so personally. 

My GIFT is WILL..

MY GIFT is strength..

MY GIFT is woven so deep inside of me..that the more you try to cut it out..to destroy..

MY GIFT is automatically going to protect..

MY GIFT was learning to love and accept me for exactly who I am at an extremely early age..

MY GIFT doesn't expect you understand, but does expect you respect it.

If you are unable to do that, then I expect you to walk away..leave me be..I can't STOP being who I am for you. 

MY GIFT won't let me. 

MY GIFT has a plan in store for me..

I will ALWAYS protect myself because Ive always had too. She won't let you tear her down, spit her out and destroy her very being. She is prepared for you because she has already been torn apart by those close to her. So plot against me..she..her..I..Until there is no breath left in you..

MY GIFT understands this is all about you...

"U" & "UR" are relative statements...